Days since Band and I became One

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Wednesday, August 15, 2012

And now we wait

Twiddling my thumbs over here. I remember I didn't have to wait long to be approved for the LB. I guess because it was a no-brainer that I needed it. Who knows. So now, we wait.

I hate waiting. I'm not the most patient person out there. If you've been following this blog for any length of time, this is not news.
I have no choice though.

My family is keeping me busy with their drama though, so I have somewhat of a distraction right now. My brother & his baby mama are breaking up. It's a mess and I feel bad for him & the baby, but she's a bitch & he deserves better. He's now realizing this....oh and it didn't help to nail the coffin when he came to the house (that she just kicked him out of 24hrs prior) and found a man there and his young daughter. The daughter was IN HER PJS!!!!! Hello!!!!! You know her excuse to my brother.."it was just a play date." play date my fat ass!!!! He was playing with something alright!!! Grrrrrrr. Skanky bitch.

Let's hope they don't reconcile because in our eyes, she's already trash. Humph.

Have a nice night, everyone!!! ;)

Love, T

Thursday, August 9, 2012

I can't forget...

How far I've come. It's so easy to fall off the wagon during tough times. I need to never forget where I started.


It's coming out. :/

The unavoidable is happening. The band has got to go. :( I had my follow up EGD appt yesterday and while everything was fine, the doctor said it needs to come out. I guess the stomach is still prolapsed over the band a bit. Lovely.

So, now they're pushing the paperwork through insurance to get me the revision to a sleeve. I'm still not sure how I feel about it. When I was considering WLS two years ago, I never considered any other PERMANENT option. Never. So, now that I'm faced with the decision, I have no clue.

One thing I do know is that since I've been unfilled, I've gained 8 EFFIN pounds. :(. I've been exercising & everything... Eating healthy & tracking on MFP. I did go on a bender yesterday though. Two donuts from my pre-band favorite place in the world and Panda Express for dinner. :(. It wasn't a stellar day and this morning I'm dreading the scale.

Anyway- thanks for reading. I'll keep you posted.

Love, T